Bermula Kembali

Assalamualaikum..dah lama x menjengah ke blog sendiri..asyik baca blog orang je..well..life is ok..a bit dull..a bit dumb..with a little pinch of sadness but with a few scoops of happiness..hmm..camne nak elak jadi emo..agak susah..people cannot read my heart out..

em.saya ingin jadi seperti dulu..ceria..menyeronokkan..kepoh..kelakar..

i guess i have changed a lot..sometimes i have this feeling that this is not me anymore..

i am more carefree right now..i just dont care about many things..i just care about people who are very close to me only.hmm..but i really care so much..too much i think..

sometimes i'm hurt because of being like this..sometimes i feel sad..sedih jika kita ambil berat orang tapi orang tak peduli kita..kawan2..keluarga..dan especially yg kita cintai..tp..saya tau awak cuba sedaya upaya awak..or even if you're not trying..but you still appreciate what you have..that is enough for me..

hmm..saya suka bella's lullaby kat blog ni.sangat tenang..ada macam2 emosi dalam lagu ni..cinta,gembira,sedih..macam2..all in a single song.