Mencintai dan Dicintai..

saya mahu kedua-duanya..

saya mahu mencintai kamu..

dan saya mahu dicintai kamu..

amiin..

Awak..

Awak..

saya nak tujukan banyak lagu untuk awak..tapi saya tak tau awak suka ke tak lagu2 tu..

Awak..

saya selalu ingat awak..tak boleh lupa awak..

Awak..

badan saya menggeletar bila fikir awak..mata saya berkaca kerna ingin melihat awak..

Awak..

saya mahu awak terus tersenyum..terus gembira..dengan saya..

Awak..

saya benar2 mahu awak terima saya..mahu awak di sisi saya..mahu awak jaga hati saya..

Awak..

saya sentiasa ada di sini untuk awak..saya nak awak tau..saya tak mahu tinggalkan awak..

Awak..

berilah peluang kepada saya untuk lafazkan cinta kepada awak..saya tahu ia sukar bagi awak..untuk terima cinta lagi..

Awak..

saya sayang awak..

Bermula Kembali

Assalamualaikum..dah lama x menjengah ke blog sendiri..asyik baca blog orang je..well..life is ok..a bit dull..a bit dumb..with a little pinch of sadness but with a few scoops of happiness..hmm..camne nak elak jadi emo..agak susah..people cannot read my heart out..

em.saya ingin jadi seperti dulu..ceria..menyeronokkan..kepoh..kelakar..

i guess i have changed a lot..sometimes i have this feeling that this is not me anymore..

i am more carefree right now..i just dont care about many things..i just care about people who are very close to me only.hmm..but i really care so much..too much i think..

sometimes i'm hurt because of being like this..sometimes i feel sad..sedih jika kita ambil berat orang tapi orang tak peduli kita..kawan2..keluarga..dan especially yg kita cintai..tp..saya tau awak cuba sedaya upaya awak..or even if you're not trying..but you still appreciate what you have..that is enough for me..

hmm..saya suka bella's lullaby kat blog ni.sangat tenang..ada macam2 emosi dalam lagu ni..cinta,gembira,sedih..macam2..all in a single song.

Falling All Over Again..

you're lipstick stains
on the front lobe of my
left side brains
i knew i wouldn't forget you
and so i went and let you
blow my mind

your sweet moving
the smell of you in every
single dream i dream
i knew when we collided
you're the one i have decided
who's one of my kind

i don't wanna miss
a single thing you do
toninght

just in time
i'm so glad you have
a one track mind like me
you gave my life direction
a game show love connection
we can't deny

i'm so obsessed
my heart is bound to beat
right out my untrimmed chest
i believe in you
like a virgin, you're madonna
and i'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

the way you can cut a rug
watching you is the only drug i need
so gangster, i'm so thug
you're the one i'm dreaming of

you see, i can be myself now finally
in fact there's nothing i can't be
i want the world to see you'll be with me

hey soul sister
i don't wanna miss
a single thing you do
tonight..

Shaza..read my heart..i want you..

More and More

everyday..my love for you grows more and more..

owh..i don't wanna miss from seeing you..

can't stop the tears from rolling when i think of you..

joyful tears..

i have a lot to say..

but i'm speechless..

i just can say..

how much i love you..

and may it grows stronger by each and every day..

may it be blessed..

may it stays till the end of time..

Me No Weakening..Yet

Eenie Meenie

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shes indecisive
She can't decide
She keeps on lookin
From left to right

Girl, c'mon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
Im Mr. Right

You seem like the type
To love 'em and leave 'em
And disappear right after this song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin' alone

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Justin)
Let me show you what your missin
Paradise
With me youre winning girl
You dont have to roll the dice
Tell me what youre really here for
Them other guys?
I can see right through ya

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after the song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone

Cant make up your mind
Please dont waste my time
Not tryin to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Cant make up your mind
Please dont waste my time
Not tryin to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one
(repeat)

hmm....

I Really Do..

Love is like a lump of gold,

Hard to get, and hard to hold.

Of all the girls I've ever met,

You're the one I can't forget.

I do believe that God above,

Created you for me to love.

He chose you from all the rest,

Because he knew I would love you best.

Sinar Indah di Wajahnya..

Malam ini sungguh ku gembira..
dapat kulihat wajahnya..anggun mempesona...
ku gembira dengar tawanya..riang indah...
ku senyum melihat keletahnya...tenang ceria...

setiap detik masa bersamanya sangat bermakna...
tak ingin ku tinggalkan dirinya walau sesaat...
ada saja tempat yang ingin ku bawa...
supaya dapat ku luangkan lebih masa bersama...

tatkala dia harus pulang...
ku luahkan kata cinta...
ku lihat dia gembira..
ku kucup dan kubelai tangannya...
ku lihat dia bahagia...

ku sayang dirimu sepenuh hati..
ku cinta dirimu seikhlas hati..
ku harap kau terima cintaku ini..
ku damba bahagia ini kekal abadi..


p/s..sori berterabur..hehe

Aku gila..

ya..aku memang gila........
gilakan dia.....



(*_____________________*) <= senyum psiko..hehehehe


aaaaaaa....
sape dia tu?
hahahaha.....
adik manis..oo..adik manis..mana pigi?
hehehehe....
alamak..dia p clas la...haih..xleh kcau..xleh kcau...







ok..seriously..this is krazee..buat keje weyh!!
penangan terdengar lagu jiwang zaman 90an di pagi hari....chess3..
yeyey...esok satu hari cuti..mau jumpe nenek yg tersayang..kerinduan sgt...
there are 4 girls that i love the most in my life now..hehehe.
first is my mother..
second is my grandma..
third is my sister..
fourth..of course la...s.h.a.z.a..ngeh3..



ok..da kul 9...aku da distracted gile...
bye2..





hmmm..
masih byk persoalan yg belum terjawab...aku gusar..

Questions..

Is it the right choice??
Is it the right time??
Am I on the right path??
Am I doing the right move??
Did I give the right thing??
Did I say the right words??

Lots of questions..

Can I answer myself?I wonder...

One day I'll find my answers...

=)









OWH God i HaTe Mondays and Tuesdays......Urghh..can i skip these two days?