Aku gila..

ya..aku memang gila........
gilakan dia.....



(*_____________________*) <= senyum psiko..hehehehe


aaaaaaa....
sape dia tu?
hahahaha.....
adik manis..oo..adik manis..mana pigi?
hehehehe....
alamak..dia p clas la...haih..xleh kcau..xleh kcau...







ok..seriously..this is krazee..buat keje weyh!!
penangan terdengar lagu jiwang zaman 90an di pagi hari....chess3..
yeyey...esok satu hari cuti..mau jumpe nenek yg tersayang..kerinduan sgt...
there are 4 girls that i love the most in my life now..hehehe.
first is my mother..
second is my grandma..
third is my sister..
fourth..of course la...s.h.a.z.a..ngeh3..



ok..da kul 9...aku da distracted gile...
bye2..





hmmm..
masih byk persoalan yg belum terjawab...aku gusar..

Questions..

Is it the right choice??
Is it the right time??
Am I on the right path??
Am I doing the right move??
Did I give the right thing??
Did I say the right words??

Lots of questions..

Can I answer myself?I wonder...

One day I'll find my answers...

=)









OWH God i HaTe Mondays and Tuesdays......Urghh..can i skip these two days?

Expectations..

Well i seem couldn't run away from any expectations from my parents...mom called and said that there's a college which a friend of dad work as director there and he wants English lecturers there..it's in Kuala Terengganu..hmm....hmmmmm.....xnaakkk...i dun wana be teacher or lecturer..i don't think i'm destined to be one..hehe..

what do i do next huh?my plan..work..save money in 2 years..buy house..buy cars..and get married..ngahaha..
where to work?rezeki Allah di mana2...no need to worry..well..mane nk cari rm500000 huh?guess i've to work hard on my business after this..hee..c'mon..i can do it..oyeahh..

hmm..tgh lapa..so berangan lebih..xpe2..ini juga doa..aminn.....
cik shaza farah..kamu sudah makan kah?hehe..

The Sweetest Thing..

it's 3.15am and i still couldn't sleep..

been spending time wif Ikey..listening to songs and whatever..

like usual..missing Shaza...

she's like the sweetest thing..

yes she is..after all this time that i've been spending wif her..

i get to learn lots n lots of things..bout her..bout me..bout life..

i adore her in many ways..if she's reading this..she might ask me what n why..

haha..i can't tell u the answer dear..it's sumthing that makes me ME..

i always like to watch people..observe their behavior n stuffs..

i learn lots of things from the observation..and i don't need reasons to do that..

somehow, i learned that i have to appreciate more..

of people around me..of what i have..of what i like..of who i love..

there are ups and downs in life..we have cycles..

some cycles are big..some are small..i guess mine is quite big..

insyaAllah..with Allah's willing..i'm going up..

i'm gonna smile all the way up..

i don't wanna fake my smiles anymore..

i wanna be happy..i've always make people happy before..

but i sacrificed my own happiness..

i want this to be last..my best friends understand me the most..

and i'll be happier if Shaza can become part of my life..

OMG she's so adorable..can't stop thinking of her..can't even stop smiling because of her..

i remembered our conversation,i mean ym with her this afternoon..

i just wanna know..i want her to make her best decision..

i don't wanna force or anything..it's up to her to accept me or not..

i'm just very glad i know her..sometimes tears come rolling when i think of her..not because of sadness..

but of gratefulness..i do love u..

yeah..it's like a very short time to love somebody..

i'm sincere..and honest with my feelings..

i don't play with hearts because i know how hard it affects our life..my life..

erm..my past affected me a lot..my decisions..are prone to be bad..

no time to regret..i wanna start anew..i wanna become my real self..

well..i guess that's enough..

just another soliloquy from me..

i miss you..

Chipsmore dan Cinta..

It's 5.09 in the morning..I'm still not sleeping..
Eating chipsmore..formatting a laptop..
Texting her to keep her company coz she's doing some works..=)
Teasing her a lil' bit..Owh..I miss her sooo much!!
She must be smiling non stop rite now..hehehe..

Shaza comot..I love u..hehehe

Kebosanan dan Kerinduan

haih....ari ni ade seminar pulak..nantok nyer...

budak tecik balik ari ni...rindu pulak wlaupon die balik mlm ni..heehehehe...

i really3 cannot take my eyes off you la.....

zzzzz....gonna take a nap n gonna dream about you lah..heeeee...

mish you..='(

Dia...

Temukan apa arti di balik cerita
hati ini terasa berbunga-bunga
membuat seakan aku melayang terbuai asmara

adakah satu arti dibalik tatapan
tersipu malu akan sebuah senyuman
membuat suasana menjadi nyata
begitu indahnya

dia seperti apa yang selalu kunantikan, aku inginkan
dia melihatku apa adanya seakan ku sempurna

tanpa buai kata tercuri hatiku
dia tunjukkan dengan tulus cintanya
terasa berbeda
saat bersamanya
aku jatuh cinta

dia seperti apa yang selalu kunantikan, kuinginkan
dia oh dia melihatku apa adanya seakan ku sempurna
dia seperti apa yang selalu kunantikan, aku inginkan
dia melihatku apa adanya seakan ku sempurna

dia bukakan pintu hatiku yang lama tak bisa
percayakan cinta hingga dia disni
memberi cinta ku harapan

dia seperti apa yang selalu kunantikan, aku inginkan
dia melihatku apa adanya seakan ku sempurna
dia seperti apa yang kunantikan, aku inginkan
dia dia melihatku apa adanya seakan ku sempurna

give me your love
give me your love now
so come on and love me
come on and love me

I Heart...=)

I Heart Her..

the little girl with a Big Wonderful Heart..
the little girl with a Big Joyful Smile..
the little girl with a pair of Big Beautiful Eyes..
the little girl with a Sweet Darling Voice..

Owh..
I am Happy to Make U Happy..
Glad I Found U..
I Heart U..

Neorago..=)

translation for SuJu's song It's You..

It’s You (너라고)

ENGLISH

It’s you (It’s you) It’s you (It’s you)
For me, it’s only you (It’s you) It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, I just want you
Even if you ask again, I just want you
You might already have a different lover
But there’s nothing I can do
I can’t turn back now Oh
The moment I caught your eye
The moment you drove a nail into my heart
Regretfully, I chose you
Yes, it’s you

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you
Oh, oh, only for you

I don’t need any words, I just want you
Even if you say it’s too late, I just want you
I know this love is wrong
But I can’t give up, I can’t let go oh, oh
I call you again with my cold lips
Searching, I call out for you hotly
You don’t reply, but I will still wait for you

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

For me, it’s you, it’s you, I
(Why don’t you know, why don’t you know)
For me, it’s you, it’s you, I

Oh, even if anybody, anybody says anything
I doesn’t matter to me
Even if anybody, anybody bad mouths me
I will only look at you
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I
Even if I tell you I love you
One thousand, ten thousand times
Until my heart bursts into flames
And my dry lips wear away
Even if I am born again
It will only ever be you
Tic toc, tic toc
Even is time goes by, oh I

It’s you (It’s you) It’s you (It’s you)
For me, it’s only you (It’s you) It’s you

Reason..

Why Shaza Farah?

hehehe..

because........

umm..because you're you..
i love to see ur smile..
i love it when u really treasure my gifts for u..
i like it when you giggles..
i respect ur opinion and points..
i am amazed with you..
i like it when u listen to a song,u give full attention..hehe
i really2 like ur eyes..feels like i can find treasures when i look in it..haha
i like to have ur company..
i like ur straightforwardness..it's really convenient..hehe
i would like to take care of u for i am a really caring person..
i think we can understand each other..
i would like to know u more..by myself..not from what i've heard..because it's funny to hear about u and it gets funnier when i discover by myself..hehehe

well..the longer it goes, the longer this list is gonna be..hehe..but I really like..adore..n love u..

so..this is from me..=)

My Baby You

special dedication for you...


as i look into your eyes
i see all the reasons why
my life's worth a thousand skies
you're the simplest love i've known
and the purest one i'll own
know you'll never be alone
[chorus:]
my baby you
are the reason i could fly
and 'cause of you
i don't have to wonder why
baby you
there's no more just getting by
you're the reason i feel so alive
though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do
how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground
[repeat chorus]
i will soothe you if you fall
i'll be right there in your core
you're my greatest love of all
[repeat chorus]
arianna i feel so alive

I Told Her Already..

Fuhhhh...I told her what I feel already..I dont really know and expect what she's gonna say to me..I know 

that she knew about it already without me telling it but I think I just have to do it..I mean say it..worrhh..

My brain is freezing already now...aiyo..

Kelu..

Bila hati dah suka..tapi lidah kelu..jantung berdebar2..aduh..
tapi..die nampak positif je..hmm..tensi pulak di sini..

When I Look At You

Currently listening to this song and singing along to it..=)


Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's are long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
You're beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me

Makan Tak Lalu..

Haiya..wa rasa x boley makan la..tido pon x boley juga la..haiya...senyum banyak2 saja..

haiya...ini bole mati ka?

A New Chapter

It's the beginning of a new chapter in my life...I really hope it's going to be ok..I hope this journey will be blessed and will be wonderful.

Owh..I really can't wait for the movie "Hachiko: A Dog's Story"..It's a very touching movie..Wah..why la I'm so into humane movies lately..Not just movies..everything..