Sigh...

When I think of u..
Everything about me and inside me is breaking apart..
I'm torn..so torn apart..
This feeling so damn hard to swallow..

You see..
I'm extremely stressed..
I have nobody with me..
I have to face these extremities alone..
Usually you'll be by my side..
you always did..

Now I miss all these all over again..
I miss us..
I miss everything..

s**t..why I'm crying in the library..
sigh.........this gonna be my longest sigh..